My Love Life

My love life is basically nonexistant. I'm generally a very independent person and don't like serious relationships. Generally, I said. I've had very few real relationships that actually lasted. My last real relationship ended in December of 07. Ridiculous. Most of the time I'm happy just being single. And usually during these times when I'm enjoying being single, I have guy friends that want to date me (its happened MANYYY times) & it breaks my heart seeing people I honestly do care about get upset because I don't want to date. But then as soon as I actually want someone in my life, EVERY SINGLE guy is unavailable or uninterested.

I'm going through a phase that I call my "show crush" phase. Every time I do a show, I end up crushing on majority of the straight guys. My little crushes usually dont last for even a week before I move on to the next guy. Right now, its the same deal. I'm doing a new show with some new people. And I've already narrowed it down to a few possibilities, but I found out today that my front runner has a girlfriend or something? Lame. Anyway, I'm sure in about a week or so I'll have rotated through all the straight guys and then be completely over it and not want to date anyone at all. Until my next show. Ugh. I just want someone to cuddle with I think. And flirt with. Probably not actually date. I like cuddling. Ugh.

In the mean time I started my new job today and it was quite possibly the quickest and easiest job attaining process ever. I literally applied at about eleven yesterday morning and got a call from the owner by five that afternoon asking if I wanted to train today. Good stuff.

"I'm A Celebrity... Get Me Out of Here!"

This has absolutely nothing at all to do with the post I'm about to write. But I'm watching "I'm A Celebrity... Get Me Out of Here!" Can we just talk about Speidi for a second? "I'm too rich and I'm too famous for this," says Spencer. First of all, he's rich and famous for doing nothing. Being on a reality show. Good job. And second... its for charity. Don't you think you should be able to be a good person and do something for a good cause? Even I would do crazy stuff and live in a jungle for a few weeks if I were earning money for a good cause. Okay thats all have to say about that. I will say that Frangela are endlessley entertaining. Frances is one of the few reasons I watched Hannah Montana the very few times that I have. Her and Billy Ray. And that one time David Archuleta was on it. Anyway.


The past few weeks I haven't had much to write about at all. Like I said,
there was my birthday cook out. And then the day after I made that post was my actual birthday, which went really well. (: One of my good friends brought me cupcakes to my first class. I only had one and then gave the rest to my friends and they looked adorable eating their cupcakes. (: Haha. They enjoyed getting messy with the icing. Sad that almost all of us are seniors in high school and we're still playing with our food. I love my friends though.




The Sunday after my birthday, my best girl friend took me to dinner at the Melting Pot, which has to be the coolest gift ever. She also had a gift for me in her car that she wanted me to wait to open. We went to a friends party afterwards and I left before she did. So I still haven't gotten it haha. But I will sooner or later. She's going to Florida with me at the end of the summer so if anything I'll get it by then. I was in my last show as a high school student at school. At the top of the post is a picture with my cast. And we took the drama department to Frankie's Fun Park on Memorial Day. That was a lot of fun too.

Other than those few things these past few weeks have been really uneventful. I've had a really bad cold so when I'm not rehearsing, I'm spending home time on the couch or in the bed coughing up a lung usually. It sucks really bad but I've been on meds so I'm getting better. I'm thinking by the end of this week I'll be back in good health.

I'm officially done with high school. I'll be graduating this Friday. And the parents have decided they won't extend my curfew until I get a job which sucks. But hopefully I'll find somewhere i really enjoy wroking so it won't suck as bad.

Rehearsals have been a lot of fun. And they're happening more often as the days go on, so we've been getting really close as a cast which is really awesome. As I mentioned before, I did High School Musical at the same theatre last year, and now we're doing the sequel. We have a good number of our original cast back, but its still only about half and half. Some of the veteran Wildcats were a little worried about how well the old guys and the new guys would mesh. So its really awesome to see that we're getting along so well. We've been hanging a lot outside of rehearsal too. Some nights we go to dinner after rehearsal, some nights we just go to a cast mates house to chill and watch movies or swim in pools. And a few times we've gone to this really cool swing from a tree that goes over the river. Its really ridiculously cold so it sucks when you actually fall from the swing but its fun for the rest of the time.

Lainey & myself @ the river (:

Ginny looking like a ballerina on the swing