My Love Life

My love life is basically nonexistant. I'm generally a very independent person and don't like serious relationships. Generally, I said. I've had very few real relationships that actually lasted. My last real relationship ended in December of 07. Ridiculous. Most of the time I'm happy just being single. And usually during these times when I'm enjoying being single, I have guy friends that want to date me (its happened MANYYY times) & it breaks my heart seeing people I honestly do care about get upset because I don't want to date. But then as soon as I actually want someone in my life, EVERY SINGLE guy is unavailable or uninterested.

I'm going through a phase that I call my "show crush" phase. Every time I do a show, I end up crushing on majority of the straight guys. My little crushes usually dont last for even a week before I move on to the next guy. Right now, its the same deal. I'm doing a new show with some new people. And I've already narrowed it down to a few possibilities, but I found out today that my front runner has a girlfriend or something? Lame. Anyway, I'm sure in about a week or so I'll have rotated through all the straight guys and then be completely over it and not want to date anyone at all. Until my next show. Ugh. I just want someone to cuddle with I think. And flirt with. Probably not actually date. I like cuddling. Ugh.

In the mean time I started my new job today and it was quite possibly the quickest and easiest job attaining process ever. I literally applied at about eleven yesterday morning and got a call from the owner by five that afternoon asking if I wanted to train today. Good stuff.